20 November 2010, 11:55 pm
ok im 16 and i live in cincinnati Tri state area (newport, ky to be more specific) and i was wondering how to make new friends. ok now i hate 99.8% of the people at my school so nothing school related and im not good at sports. Ok so quick bio of me: I love music though cant play an instrument yet and my favorite genres of music is metalcore, deathcore, post-hardcore, emo and alternative, i am bisexual, i love emo, punk and scene kids, I HATE uber religious people like im ok if someone loves God but DONT shove your bible in my face, i would LOVE to meet someone who could give me a real party on saturday night where there like lots of people between ages 16-25 mainly 17+, so really this goes to the fact that im in therapy and on the verge of metal illness because and im sorry everyone i know its childish and stupid but....I WANNA PARTY ALL F**KIN NIGHT LONG ON SATURDAY....and it goes to the fact that for my whole life i did nothing i wanted or denied who I was or when i did do stuff i made bad choices and i wanna live my life now...and im really lonely....and my friend and the girl i love and almost died for(really almost had to die because of her) is a party girl who goes to raves and huge ass parties every saturday night till 4am(now you think i just ask her for a party but no i don't wanna see my love getting touched by other guys, so follow men i think you can understand seeing that would drive you crazy plus i have to do "stuff" before i could ever be her boyfriend, one of which is live the 2 years of high school i missed out on...so till then im just gonna date someone else to keep my mind off her and other guys..touching her....like im giving myself till February to do everything by...if not by february than april...so THANKS oh one more thing yeah i know its hard it drove me to therapy thinking of how to do EVERTHING....like beat drinking problems, earn trust with my overprotective/worrisome and uber religious mother, get a job, get a car, and the friends/party problem ...sooo good luck and for those that are gonna say something mean or rude..FUCK YOU...you live your life with a mountain of shame and regret and guilt...like listen to chelsea smile it is about me..i did stuff im not proud of and wanna get rid of it so it could never hurt someone i loved...... Read More »
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